I don't like me.

I don't like my mother.
We both speak Japanese but we cann't understand each other.
No, maybe my mother dosen't want to understand what do I say.

Always my mother said to me " How can I understand you." and " Why you are like that? Why you can't to be a normal person?"

I think my mothre wanted control me what dose she want to be and embarressment to me.
That is fine.

But now, my attitude is like my mother.
Really like her.

Oh, Juses!

I'm really love my Boyfriend but I'm really control him what do I want to be.

Nobody can't control to anybody.

I know but I can't stop.
How can I do that..........?


I don't like myself now.